todays events....

Where do I begin...

I went to church today with my aunt WCCI to be precise *Creflos church..the one where everyone tries to scare you outta going because they supposedly ask for your W2 forms and have ATMS and blah blah* that's all funny to me because it usually comes from people that have never been there. Its my 3rd or 4th time there and they haven't asked me for a thing nor do they have an ATM machine anywhere in sight.

But anyhoo..being in the state of mind I've been in I totally need the word of God so I've been going and Creflo definitely tells you things you need to hear..no complaints from me Cref'. But he wasn't there this service I was introduced to his wife Taffi *my Lord what names..match made in heaven Creflo and Taffi..lol j/p * and I found myself half listening to her. She doesn't have that pizazz that Cref has to make you listen...she stutters a bit much and it throws you off *I have cousins that have stuttering probs nothing against anyone who does..just not meant for public speaking...figgadill me?* but I felt like I got something from her just not what I get from Cref...he feels like he's talking directly to me and really makes me feel a whole lot better *I'm very aware that that's God working through him on me..and its def working...I feel it*

My time was cut short with Ms Taffi due to a misbehaving almost 3 yr old that I bore. I couldn't believe how he was acting today. We literally had to leave about an hr early and I was livid. I lit his but up when we got home...took his toys...and disconnected the video game. Peeps, I'm dead serious,my son plays video games and knows what he's doing without any help. So I called myself doing something by taking it all away for unacceptable behavior. I explained why these things were happening,not like he gave a crap or anything I just like to think I'm doing what I have to to keep him on the right track. Yes?

He's cool now and I'm hella hungry...can't wait for the food to be done.

I'm feeling real positive right now...I'm glad this weekend is over b/c I'll soon hear the status of the apartment I've been scoping *Haaaayyyy*
I've been told claim it and its yours..I'm claiming it and believing its mine. Ill feel even better when I hear those words..I'm so focused and ready to get my new life in motion..I see great things happening for me and foundation *mom and lil bruh Jay*. Moms starting on her Masters degree and I'm so excited and nervous b/c she stresses so bad w/ school..but I know shell be fine she always is in the end.

My special ed father had the nerve to call me and was so nervous it was dead air for a hot second *giggle*...but whatev..I told him I don't have time to sit around and dwell on his drama.. I told him the point of me leaving Ct was to get the hoollahay away from him and everything else that caused me agony there. And trust me..he cause a lot of my stress..him and Mar Sr..I've let them both go for now cold turkey *no shakes though...crawling skin maybe..HA!!* All is well though I won't let gravity hold me down..I'm an air sign we meant to fly!!
LIBRAS STAND UP!!! *what the hell alyse?? lmao*