I'm such a Libra....Go from 1 extreme to the next!

Hola! What's good and how the hell are ya?!
I literally was up 5:11 this morning thinking about all these things,so I put them in the planner part of my phone to remind myself to put it in my blog...here goes:

What the hell was Adrienne Curry thinking? I'm like maybe I won't justify anything she is saying with a response but with that much ignorrance she needs a tounge slap! Obviously she hasn't fully educated herself on the history of African Americans nor Americans for that matter! Did she even mention that white folk wasn't even supposed to be here? That they took it from the Indians and have basically been fucking with everyone else of another race since then? They had a huge habit of coming to other continents and countries messing with the people. I think she needs to have a seat,shut her unintellegent mouth,and do some mindless modeling...for real. I think she's bored she needs to try some "go sees" and find a job! Stop trying to be the spokeswoman for silly ass white folk! Ugh! *not a racist every race has some silly ass people in it*

I was lying in bed thinking about how I have forgotten so many things and realize your brain isn't in full active mode when you're preggers. I can't remember how to spell words I used to have no problem with! Now,I wonder if that's because I'm lacking school attendance or my preggers status? Now I'm confused :( I have faith that I will be in school soon and ALL my knowledgable words will return to me along with brand new ones! But seriously I was trying to remember things from right before I got pregnant and its a blur! I'm like am I slow,is my memory leaving me? I need my memories! They're important! But whatev,maybe they'll come back after my new sweetie is born.

I watched the Wendy Williams Experience on VH1 and made me miss home sooo much. She's not sindicated here in Ga and it hurts! She's my guilty pleasure! I know she says some foul ish at times but she's hilarious and the people that call in are hilarious!! Next mission after furnishing my place: get satellite radio for my car and crib cuz I just googled that she's on satellite radio!! WooHoo!! For real, I neeeed my Wendy fix!! I'm used to hearing her crazy butt..she keeps me laughing when I don't wanna!! WENDY COME BACK TO ME!! Lol!

She had my boy Kanye on there recently and he is too funny! He was slightly intoxicated,to his own confessing,and had me cracking up after the interview! I love love love Kanye even though he has his "diva moments" like he said they are usually a build up of other things,like when you argue with your man/girl and someone comes and says the wrong thing they feel the raft of what was in your head. So the MTV spazz out was a build up of things...he wasn't being a complete ass and i believe him.Thank God for my lil brother I don't have to worry about not having his cd b/c he uploaded it to our Itunes,so Im good. But anyway, like I always say the talented ones are usually a lil cooky.

My baby brother will be here sometime next week I can't wait I miss him sooo much!!! Ill feel so much better once he's here. I'm super close to him and my mom,this month has been killing me! My mom will be here for good in Dec,the first week to be exact. I'm having another C-Section so ima need my mommy.

*Life after love/My Ideal Man...is there such a thing? Even if there isn't I'm still making a "Joan List"*
Here goes:

-Artistic
-Gentle
-Raised correctly
-Loves to please his woman at any cost
-Enjoys children *no pedi's..ill killya..I'm deadass*
-Intellectual*someone I can learn from and gel with*
-Enjoys ALL music
-Affectionate
-Is willing to get to know and understand me
-NOTHING LIKE MY FATHER
-Know God and is willing to fully get to know him when the time is right
-Great sense of humor
-Can hold a conversation
-Goal orientated
-Romantic
-Demands respect in that sexy ass Common way *that man is the definition of sexy to me*
-Non-homophobic *knows his manhood*
*I don't think I'm asking for too much..these things I didnt think of at the age of 18 when I got with my kids dad..I'm expanding my mind set and getting intouch with what I deserve*

Until next time!